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I tore at my skin to erase you
No water washes me clean
What is it that I want
Everything you took from me
Consequences
Of decisions
Made and
Just not recognised
Ones that you don't know your making
Ones that you don't know your making
Hurt and lies
And accusations
What does this make you to me
What does this make you to me
What does this make you to me
So many memories, I don't want
There not mine, they belong to someone else
This cant have possibly been me
That life belonged to someone else
Consequences
Of decisions
Made and
Just not recognised
Ones that you don't know your making
Never knew that I was making
Hurt and lies
And accusations
What does this make you to me
What does this make you to me
What does this make you to me
I tore at my skin to erase you
No water washes me clean
What is it that I want
Everything you took from me
Consequences
Of decisions
Made and
Just not recognised
Ones that you don't know your making
Ones that you don't know your making
Hurt and lies
And accusations
What does this make you to me
What does this make you to me
What does this make you to me
at a distance and [under suspicion/at opposition]
we broke apart and drifted
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hey
This is the body you feared so much
Its mine, I'm mine, its mine, I'm me now
Deal with it
You spent so long delaying
What you did, your thoughts betraying
Couldn't stand what you were seeing
I couldn't take what you were saying
Couldn't fake the change
You couldn't take it
If I cared I'd still be back there
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Couldn't fake the change
You couldn't take it
If I cared id still be back there
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Didn't ask for this
But I'll take it
I'm making it my own
Didn't ask for this
But I'll take it
I'm making it my own
Never fearing the future
My heart is full of thorns
I was not your enemy
Till you made me one
Never fearing the future
My heart is full of thorns
I was not your enemy
Till you made me one
Did you bite off more than you can chew?
Did you pick a fight you'll loose?
I am not your victim
You will be my enemy
I am not your victim
You made me your enemy
I am not your victim
You will be my enemy
I am not your victim
You made me the enemy
You don't get it
And you never did
All that feigned understanding
Torn apart in at the smallest inconvenience
You're here to save us from ourselves?
What happens when you corner an animal?
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Sad but I don't why
Told that the fault is mine
I don’t notice how they need me
I don’t see them or their crimes
I've nothing left
I just don’t care
Stare through the world on the brink of despair
Cut away at the last of me
Fresh decay sinking undersea
Numb to the pain and numb to the torment
Giving up praise to your place on the pulpit
Digging our graves on the basis of bullshit
You said I'll succeed if I prove it
Years internally crying
It was so much wasted time
Now tiny little knives
Slice the tears from my eyes
It's cold at the edge of the world
Where we stand with our wings unfurled
It can’t be this bad, it can’t be this cruel
I don't believe it
I don't want to
See you freezing and uneasy
Try to speak, but my words aren't reaching
And in the heat you turn round, you see me and hate me
For every burden you bear you blame me
I corrupt the children, I disgrace the nation
My every machination caused your situation
Just a scapegoat, nothing but illusion
You can come for my throat, it's no solution
Our leaders don’t lead us,
There to deceive us, wool over your eyes
While you’re working for peanuts
I wish you'd realise
The twin boot on your neck's on mine
So do what you will
Let your mind stand still
You don't fear less than me
So if you hear this, then see
I'm not the enemy
Why give a shit?
Dug his own grave, let him lie in it
He got what he deserved
And I really want to hurt these people
Make them taste the pain they dealt
The fake embrace, the blood they spilt
I heard you calling from a well
Well I'm glad you're down, I wish you hell
Roses blossom from the concrete
Where streets are grey and bloodied
Thorns start springing from my skin
Splitting, ripping up my body
You are never going to stop me
But maybe I will stop me
Pushing, persevering, earth disappearing and
I am falling
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Profane Feminine
02:27
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(hey pinkie!)
I'm an angel, Old Testament kind
Unknowable wings and all covered in eyes
And it makes it so hard to accessorize
But underneath it all I still got bangin' thighs
Hold my hair while my mascara runs
Yeah we're dying fast but we're having fun
Like a vampire cuz I hate the sun
And also all the times I kinda drank your blood
Oh brothers and sisters, I'm a child of god
So she knew what she was doing when she made me this hot
A missionary, a simple Shepard
A humble servant, the greatest ever
So That's it boy, get down on your knees
To worship me, and for other things
Halo on my head but it only glows pink
Yeah it only glows pink
Oh hello thank god here's a big strong man to help me out
I've got a problem right down that big dark alley but don't be scared
You scared?
Profane feminine
Holy mother is hot as sin
Profane Feminine
Gonna die once and then again and again yeah
Profane feminine
Never push it down never keep it in
Profane feminine
Irresponsible
But that's just the usual
Never ugly cried
Yeah my pain is beautiful
"Oh she fucking crazy! She's fucking out of it!"
Come on girl, you don't know the half of it
Like an eldritch horror all racked with pain
If you looked at me then you'd go insane
Standing in a storm but don't feel the rain
Too busy feeling
Up down up down
Pop a pill and never frown
All my friends are coming round
Faint and I dont hit the ground
Underneath the earth and in the sky sound the same
I don't think I'll die cuz it sounds kinda lame
Playing other people like they're video games
Boy whatcha gonna do now with all that rage?
Oh not hanging out with pinkie?
that's Such a shame
Girl, such a shame
Oh no officer I haven't seen that boy since half past 9 (at least)
Oh yes absolutely I'll keep out a few of my eyes
Profane feminine
Holy mother is hot as sin
Profane Feminine
Gonna die once and then again and again yeah
Profane feminine
Never push it down never keep it in
Profane feminine
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Numb
01:32
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I feel so fucking numb
I feel so fucking numb
I don't deserve this
Ugh, who the fuck you are you anyway
I don't want you to have this power over me
I don't want to have to deal with your lack of empathy
Its my life, i don't wanna feel bad all the time
Yeah, yeah
I'm not doing so good, I'm not feeling this
I think I wanna stop
Yeah, yeah, I'm probably just gonna stop
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You Might See Me Smiling
04:05
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The sun keeps rising
You're not here with me
Your absence is felt
All I carry is a memory
I want to talk but you're not there to hear
I want to scream
Bring her back to me
I never knew how much time we had
Never got to say goodbye
So many things were left unsaid
I'll never get to see you smiling
From here to where without you
From now to when without you
Where do you go with no road ahead
Where do we...
Where do I go
Its so hard to go on alone
Goodbye
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MOON POWER MAKEUP
02:16
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I'm really kinda normal
I'm just watching sailor moon and vaping rn
I'm still on my phone and definitely shouldn't be
Just listening to my cat
Snore loudly in the corner
I envy her so much
There's no way in hell
I'm going back to bed
But like fuck wearing a bra today
I'm just going to stare
At my screen till my eyes bleed
Try not read the news
Try eat something healthy
Maybe try exercise
Just watch some sailor moon
The series is really long and i only started recently
But its so nice and unchallenging
Like don't get me wrong
Check my letterboxd
One of my favourite movies
Is Buñuel's exterminating angel
I don't like that he's seemingly overlooked in anglosphere cinema
Or at least by people my age
But sometimes i just want something cute and not too much
There are already enough challenges
I'm on the 10th medication
For a bad brain situation
And this one could really kill me
But it hasn't so far
And on top of that
This one means
I don't want really want to kill myself as much
And really that's a plus
I once got vertigo
Tapering off some medication
A few years ago
And that fucking sucks when you live on the 2nd floor
Of a house
With twisting stairways
But the less said about that place
The better
It was the site of a long drawn out and messy breakup
And I wasn't the nicest person for a few years
But she wasn't either
I'm just kinda glad to be out
I still occasionally have nightmares
I'm still there
It was that bad for me
I'm in a much better place now
Like physically
I have a whole host of new problems
Of course
But mostly things are better
A whole lot fucking better
But I'm still undoing the damage
Of a few misspent decades
Where i just kinda disassociated
When i wasn't working
The worst mind-numbing jobs
I still have really bad insomnia
From night shifts i used to do
Fuck that place
It can suck my dick
Can you tell
I wrote this at 5am
Just pill under my tongue
Watching sailor moon
yeah, its a pretty good show
To just chill to
Late at night
Or early in the morning
Just a nice vibe overall
I'm really glad my friends recommended it
I'm still getting distracted by twitter
I probably need to step away from that for a while
Its just not good for my brain
Would be great to just shout moon power makeup
Rather than take an hour to get ready
Which I'm going to have to do later
Just to do outside
Because
The world is like that
Yeah
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Hollow
03:33
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There is a hollow
There is a fallow field
There is a barren empty landscape
Where nothing can ever grow
There is an absence
There is this void at my core
It pulls at me, wants me to drown me...
Its better I tell you
Than keep it all to heart
I have to tell myself
So I don't
Fall apart
I'm not broken
But there are lines of fracture
I'm not broken
I'm still holding together
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Lets go
She wasted so much time
All throughout her life
If she broke just as they wanted
She might survive
She wasted so much time
All throughout her life
If she lived just as they wanted
They might let her survive
Okay that
That got a bit heavy
Not gonna lie
Thinking about the times you lied to me
Held me back and put me down
I don't forgive
Won't forgive you
You should know better by now
Yeah
I would have liked if you could have trusted just me a bit more
It
It would have made things a lot easier
And maybe stuff wouldn't have ended the way it did
But
I don't know how I feel about you anymore
You know what
Actually
Fuck you
I'm in a better place
I that hope you are too
Please stay away from me
I'm happy without you
Kiss kiss
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Reify
03:08
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Practising religion in a place of desolation
Where the will dissolves in moments
The bleached bones are all erupting
Like some horrid sprouting flowers
Every day births its fresh horrors
Atypical atrocity
We clasp our hands and pray
Buried by her hand ashamed afraid of what she saw in me
A sod of earth to weigh me down a single tear i cast for we
I never said or thought the rites
No rights i had to seize upon
No blessings curses benedictions
Now kneel as though to pray
I need your hands around my throat
For you to shake the life from me
The need for pain more than for air
No such a thing too tight to bear
Sinners praying singing praises
Of iconomorphic permutations
All that is sacred is profaned
Dissolve comingle dissipate
Now split the skin and emanate
And reify the rarefied
And let the masks now drop away
A terrorform they'll know to hate
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All of Her Angels
03:17
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Molly Noise Dublin, Ireland
Sadgirl, Likes noise, mixes weird, definitely has odd tastes in regards to rhythm instruments, never met a wall of distortion she didn't want to befriend. Playing at the edges of the acceptable.
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